Alright so I've put up with a lot on this forum and I've stuck around through some tough **** but I've finally been pushed to the point that I cannot stand to be here any longer.

Certain members drive me to the point of madness and I just can't take spending any amount of time hearing about them let alone witnessing the madness.

I start school on Monday, which is as well my birthday and will be the first day in a while that I won't be here. I'm quitting GF for a while until...

an old old old old old poem i wrote about my best friend who isnt my best friend anymore.... enjoy



i pull up to the house
hes the only one home
he knows im comming
just like every day before
he's sad if i dont
im sad if i dont
its my perfect romance

every day its the same
every day my mind echoes
thoughts of him always
hes so perfect its hard
he doesnt know
i love him
its my perfect...

So for those of you who don't know recently i had a physical altercation with a former friend.

*flashback*

It was about a month ago and i was sitting in my car on the road outside jamie's house. everyone was hanging out there but i came to talk to brandon. i waited about fifteen min. for him when all of a sudden jamie starts runing out the door and towards my car. i called brandon and while its ringing jamie comes and pounds on my window yelling for me to get out of the...

Ok so the night starts out with me going to clackamas mall with the faja where i found a SICK peace sign beanie, which i of course bought immediately. After a bit i met up with smith, pat, grant, and brandon for some longboardage. good thing i called ahead and had brandon buy a fifth of knob creek. we took some swigs and raged some hills then left to find better things once it started raining.

We ended up in a parking lot chillin and talking, pat danced up on some strangers ,...

If one day you call me, and I don’t answer,
Call again.
If one day you visit and I’m not home,
Wait for me.
If one day you love me, and I don’t know it,
Yell it so loud the world can hear.
But if one day you decide you’re sorry,
Just smile and say,
“I’ve learned and I’m sorry.”
perhaps a demonstration of my frustration?
would you attempt salvation of all relations?
would you feel a sensation of the pain?
why cant...